and in your eyes i see what's on my mind.
the last matrix movie... not bad. things aren't looking too good for any of the people right now though.
i feel that today was a good day. i realized a few things i think. there is a thing or two that i want to start doing to better myself. well at least to me they will. hmmm i think that i will list a few. i want to cut back on a few things. i just don't like how i feel after. or the time spent doing nothing when i could instead read, or write in something, or go somewhere and do something. i could go on and on. that's the big number one thing. i'm going to try and start working on this one.
the second thing is guys. i need to not put so much time in them and just not worry or give a shit anymore. i think that i might be close to this. i just am realizing that i just want to have fun right now. may that be with or without guys. if a fun, good one comes along... i mean hey, i'm sure i'll go for one. but i'm not going to go look for a guy either. except, i think that there could be something brewing here with someone? i don't know just yet, we'll see... in the end i just want to be done being the girl who is always chasing the guy. i just don't want to do that any more. it's time for it to happen the other way damnit. :)
i can't keep my eyes open. and both feet, and a knee is asleep
nightnight, sweetdreams, and goodnight kisses to all.
xoxo
i feel that today was a good day. i realized a few things i think. there is a thing or two that i want to start doing to better myself. well at least to me they will. hmmm i think that i will list a few. i want to cut back on a few things. i just don't like how i feel after. or the time spent doing nothing when i could instead read, or write in something, or go somewhere and do something. i could go on and on. that's the big number one thing. i'm going to try and start working on this one.
the second thing is guys. i need to not put so much time in them and just not worry or give a shit anymore. i think that i might be close to this. i just am realizing that i just want to have fun right now. may that be with or without guys. if a fun, good one comes along... i mean hey, i'm sure i'll go for one. but i'm not going to go look for a guy either. except, i think that there could be something brewing here with someone? i don't know just yet, we'll see... in the end i just want to be done being the girl who is always chasing the guy. i just don't want to do that any more. it's time for it to happen the other way damnit. :)
i can't keep my eyes open. and both feet, and a knee is asleep
nightnight, sweetdreams, and goodnight kisses to all.
xoxo