Feb 02, 2006 21:33
it's been a while, plus myspace isn't working right now
i've been journaling alot, and not just the same old descibing what kids in class are wearing kinda of shit, but actually writing
but other stuff has gone down hill a bit, which sux
im not real insecure anymore like i used to be, which is fricken great
cause making an ass out of myself and standing by it is an amazing feeling....yes
i have a class at model now, which is tight, cause my teacher and awsome and i think this is sumthing i can really get into in the future and right now......
little poem i wrote the other day...i've been poetic and it hasn't been terrible
New Phrase
don't make me escape
don't leave me no choice
don't make me do this
I'll go if I have to
your answers don't matter
cause you're not my leader and you never have been
I can break you now
My hands are bigger than they've ever been
I have my new phrase
I can see the wisp of disrespect you carry in your eyes for me
see it whenever you look at me
blind kindness
i could take it all right now
i could drop this all right now
you're a chemical
you're a fucking whore of an animal
I never understood it before
but now I know
cause you've left me no choice
and that's the only one i have left
after you came here
after the theft
new phrase
yea, neways
i kinda like this one better cause it's alot more vauge * spelling?.....
Hazel Perscription
blank,black
take me back
take me down
bring me down
i don't want to hear it
i don't want to be here
hazel perscription
what were you keeping?
where were you written?
yea
nuther one
Astounded
grasp,snatch
linger without her
don't drop it
careful singer.
careful don't drop her
might be my fav right there....maybe, we'lls ee i duno
nehoo
i effing hate farm class, i fucking hate the smell of shit and i hate animals rolling around in it and it makes me sick. nuthing against animals, but like, it makes me unconfortable seeing people stick their hands up their downstairs and oi
i wanted to fucking throw up all day today
hmm, there was a piece of lint in my ear...weird
yea
i can drive now, apparently i was not allowed to before...fucking ian
whatever
i've been chillin with my baby alot and that's been making me real happy
we made cupcakes today and i think it was one of the most wonderful things i have done in a long time....mmm, comfort food<3
i heart u!