fuck fuck fuck

[jeny__jeny]

im really frustrated right now
i look really cute, no fuck it, i look effing adorible right now, i woke up an hour and a half early to look this cute and no one even says anything and that pisses me off cause ian didn't even say anything and that's shitty
and im angry right now cause it doesn't even feel like im here right now, it feeling like im in a fucking empty room...omg
i need to get out of this shit right fucking now
i need to leave, i need to do something
i need to go, i just want to fucking go
this pisses me off
i want to go to new york right fucking now
i don't want to deal with this right now
or ever
fuck
i want to be fucking noticed right now and i can't deal with thisssss omgomgomgomg
i have that fucking interview tommrow and they're just gonna tell me im too this and not this enough and to try again after i do this this and pay this and lose x amount of wieght, which i've been working on but probably not hard enough
fuck