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so they gave my uncle a week. that was nice of them?
im kind of conflicted i sort of feel like its better off this way becuase he is already dead in so many ways, but then i doubt myself. He woke up when i went to visit him today and was holding me and my dads hand. and its not like its just me hold his hand, he holds back really tight. I started to cry so i had to leave becuase i never ever cry in front of my dad..he can't handle it. He doesn't even talk anymore i guess he can't? i don't really know he just looks really scared. ugh enough
im kind of conflicted i sort of feel like its better off this way becuase he is already dead in so many ways, but then i doubt myself. He woke up when i went to visit him today and was holding me and my dads hand. and its not like its just me hold his hand, he holds back really tight. I started to cry so i had to leave becuase i never ever cry in front of my dad..he can't handle it. He doesn't even talk anymore i guess he can't? i don't really know he just looks really scared. ugh enough