Addicted to a living God
have you ever just looked at the sky? astonishing!
the lord everyday blesses his people with a beautiful sunset. even after the world is as it is. who are we to be loved like this. to see and feel such wonderful things. to be loved so much more than we can fathom. what will you do with a god like this? simple things seem to please me lately.
there is a lil quote on my calendar. well not mine.. but tray`s. and it says "my life is a instant." it truely is. "better is one day in your courts than thousands elsewhere" dude just think we are like living to please god and most "christians" fail! i really just realize how much i want to totally give my life to jesus. i want to please him in everyway. the church is always talkin about living for god as a sacrifice. but who really does it?! a select few, thats who. i want to be one. im jsut starting out as one. and lord dont let me fall. ive been fearful of it lately. i cant fall. never let me grow bored in you. help me know you better. be on my mind thru out the enitre day. talk to me jesus. how much i enjoy tellin others about jesus. if i wasnt doin that i think i would wither up and die. it is so selfish not to share and tell! and such boredom would overcome me if i werent seeing others touched by him. see god is so amazing. who can ask for a better god?! we tell others about him.. we get honored. we worship him.. we get honored.
anyway.
jess had her baby. i guess.
went to the beach yesterday and today. it was good. im nice and tan now. yay.
called out of work today. hah. yeah. i think ill be gettin canned soon. boo hoo!
sean left today.
last night was something to be ashamed of. man im forgiving but please. i wish people would stop doin awful things to themself`s. or at least not be around me. i dont like seeing that crap. it makes me sad. wahh.