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[jentle]

SEX

so today as gotten slightly better thanks only to talking to another female about sex. However, she is sharing her lesbian experiences while I share my heterosexual experiences. Who said the queers and the straights could not relate and communicate

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[mamygirl]

I've been writing about you in my journal a lot lately. I can't seem to stop the sadness that has overwhelmed me since learning of your death. I see you when I close my eyes, and I hear your words in my head when I tune out the rest.

I didn't tell you how much you meant to me. I learned, today, how many people there are that would/do/will say the same thing, but it's no less real for me. You were important to everyone it seems, but you truly made me feel like I was important to you - though the reasons were beyond me. I wish I could go back and tell you.. tell you how you'd changed my perspective. Tell you the things you taught me, tell you the way I respected you. When I first met you, I thought you were such a young and silly girl.

Now I want to be like you when I grow up.

When I think of you, I think of love. Happiness. Hope.

Why didn't I talk to you more often? I knew you were there.. I loved talking with you.. I think I felt intimidated still, even though we were friends. I wanted to take you up on your offers, but I felt so insignificant next to you. I felt as though you were surely pretending to like me. Your sister hated me, years ago. I don't know if she still does.. she doesn't know me, I never really knew her at all. I'm not the same person, and I hoped you knew that.

I miss you.

I love you Jen. I'll never forget the things you taught me.

Amy