AH!
MCAS Testing tomorrow! Don't think i'm ready for that......*hides in a dark corner* It only hit me recently how close they were to actually.....BEING HERE! Well......yes perhaps I am freaking out a bit more than I need to be here, but I suck so bad at testing. I'm so scared that I'm like not going to pass the SAT's and stuff and then I won't get into collage or something in that matter will suddenly strike upon me.......Or perhaps I'm over reacting. Well, at least this is the proper place to do it. Where everyone can read my drastic venting. I must get a good night's sleep....well....to be honest for some reason I haven't really been sleeping all that great the past couple of days. The most likely reason for that could be because my rooms being repainted and I had to move everything out of there. Therefore, since this is so I have to sleep in the guest room. I always have trouble sleeping on a bed other than mine. Hopefully it will be done soon though, than I can move back in :) Although I was a bit aggravated this morning......my mom didn't decide until this morning to tell me that we're going away this weekend. To some place in god knows where Connecticut. It's for my brother's drum recital or something along those lines. It's SO boring and I'm always sitting there with nothing to do. Or I'm in the room bored to tears while their out at the 78 hour long competition watching him. I'm almost at my nerve's end here. I have to like go running or something, just do something to get my mind off of everything that's flying off the handle around me. Oh god and I just remembered.......I think grades close friday. SHIT. ahhhh........I must be of now *runs off in a frenzy*
Later
~Jen
Later
~Jen