Mope!
Apologize to anyone who has been a victim of my 'big mouth' disease. Unfortunately I ware my heart on my sleeve, say too much without thinking first or thinking something in good intentions, and then it coming out all wrong. I am also sorry for my bad memory regarding important stuff. I do write things down but then I forget where I put the scribblings. Sometimes I come across as aggressive, when all I mean to be is genuine and voice my opinion. Sometimes I come across as paranoid, when I am only trying to understand the truth about what people think of me.
I am feeling a lot better now than a few weeks back, and seeking advice from doctor. Although from what she understands of my problems, she believes I am not Mad ( Although I act like it sometimes) Just lacking some basic behavioral and social skills. All which are easily fixable with lots and lots of therapy. I was also told that contrary to popular belief my current misfortune's are not all mine to blame. That it is half a dozen of one and six of the other.
My doctor says I could probably do with some more understanding and sympathetic people around me once in a blue moon but life isn't perfect and neither are people. It takes courage to admit you're inadequacy's and confront them, not everyone can be as brave as me it seems. For now I have decided to keep my head held high, because I know I am a good person and I try hard to meet the sometimes contradictory rules to life. I am just as good a person as everyone else, I have just got to keep telling myself that. And when people that are upset at me try to make me feel miserable for their own inadequacy's I will just smile at them and sing a little tune too myself, because I understand something they don't. I deserve to be treated better.
I am feeling a lot better now than a few weeks back, and seeking advice from doctor. Although from what she understands of my problems, she believes I am not Mad ( Although I act like it sometimes) Just lacking some basic behavioral and social skills. All which are easily fixable with lots and lots of therapy. I was also told that contrary to popular belief my current misfortune's are not all mine to blame. That it is half a dozen of one and six of the other.
My doctor says I could probably do with some more understanding and sympathetic people around me once in a blue moon but life isn't perfect and neither are people. It takes courage to admit you're inadequacy's and confront them, not everyone can be as brave as me it seems. For now I have decided to keep my head held high, because I know I am a good person and I try hard to meet the sometimes contradictory rules to life. I am just as good a person as everyone else, I have just got to keep telling myself that. And when people that are upset at me try to make me feel miserable for their own inadequacy's I will just smile at them and sing a little tune too myself, because I understand something they don't. I deserve to be treated better.