Dec 14, 2005 02:01
Okay, so I really don't feel like sleeping.
I'm actually not too happy right now. Sometimes people mention things that hurts others even though they don't really realize it. I suppose something like that took place tonight. I suppose the problem really lies with my own idea of my self worth. Which, as it turns out, isn't that much at all.
I can be a temporary holder.
Not quite up to par but will do for the meantime. Well, at least until something better comes along.
Fuck.
I really hate how ridiculous I can be sometimes...but I just can't help it.
Fuck me. Fuck me sideways.