[Fic]
Title: Lies and More Lies (Ch 10)
Pairing: Ryoda, jinda, akame, past kameuchi
Rating: pg 13
Warning: very mild language
Genre: AU, romance, drama, angst
Summary: It started with a suicide, a letter, and a necklace. Nishikido Ryo would make the one responsible for his brother's death pay.
ch 9
By the time they came back from their tour it was time for dinner. Since they didn’t see Kame immediately in the vicinity, Jin volunteered to get him on his room. While they waited for them to come back, Ryo, Yamapi, and Tatsuya sat in living room.
“Your house is amazing! I love it! It’s really well decorated and your horses are also so beautiful!” Tatsuya said as he complimented Ryo on his house.
“Oh don’t even tell him that, because he isn’t the one who decorated!”Yamapi said. “I actually did this with Kei because I got tired of every time that I visited, that there was such a dark aura.”
“You don’t have to say that either!” Ryo replied.
“Maybe I shouldn’t have said anything. Why don’t we head to the dining table and wait for the other two there?” Tatsuya said.
“Yeah, I rather wait there, it’s getting kind of cold here.” Yamapi said.
They made their way into the dining room and sat down. About ten minutes later Jin and Kazuya entered the room. Immediately after they entered, Tatsuya noticed that there was something wrong with Kazuya.
“Hey Kazuya, are you ok? You don’t look so good.”
“Oh what? No, I’m fine, just that I think my wrist is getting to me.” Kazuya responded.
“I told him he could continue lying down and just sleep it off, but he said he wanted to join us. Too stubborn!” Jin said.
“Should we have you checked? It could be serious,” Ryo asked.
Kazuya looked at him, but it looked as if he was looking right through him, and it freaked Ryo out a bit.
“No, if I could just have some aspirin, I think should be fine by tomorrow morning.”
“If you are sure, then let me go look for the aspirin myself.” Ryo then left the room and the four were left in a quiet atmosphere. Yamapi wasn’t sure if he should do something to break the silence, but it almost looked as if Kazuya was pretending that he wasn’t even there. Tatsuya had just busied himself with sitting Kazuya next to himself. Jin on the other hand, after seeing Tatsuya place Kazuya next to himself, sat down next Yamapi. Now Yamapi was sure that Kazuya was sending daggers his way. Tatsuya was just trying to convince Kazuya that he should eat something when Ryo stepped back into the room. He noticed the oddly tense feeling in the room, but said nothing and just handed Kazuya the aspirin and water.
“Why don’t we just go ahead and just eat so that Kazuya can go and lie down. Besides, I’m sure that the rest of us are still tired, so it would probably be best if we all went to bed early tonight.” Ryo said, he felt he needed to break the silence, and give some form of direction.
“I agree that way tomorrow we will all be recharged.” Tatsuya said. As soon as their dinner was brought, they all ate in silence. As soon as they were done, they decided to just go to bed. Kazuya asked Jin to accompany him. At first Jin didn’t want to, but he didn’t want to leave it to Tatsuya so agreed. Yamapi was left to walk to his room on his own. When they were on their way to their respective rooms, Tatsuya just saw the two of them going into Kazuya’s room and then saw the door close. Well there was no point in him getting involved. Though he did get the feeling that there was something wrong with Kazuya. When they neared his room, Ryo stopped by his door.
“You know, it’s still early. Do you want to watch a movie with me in my room?” Ryo asked him.
Tatsuya thought about it for a moment and thought that there wasn’t actually anything wrong with that.
“Yeah ok. It is still early, a little while longer wouldn’t hurt.”
And so they made their way into Ryo’s room. Ryo put on a movie and they laid down on his bed. Ryo was leaning on the headboard and Tatsuya had his head on Ryo’s chest, tucked right under his chin. Ryo had his right arm around his shoulders and his left laying across Tatsuya’s stomach. Tatsuya also had his arms around Ryo’s waist. They weren’t speaking, but Tatsuya felt that they didn’t need to, as they could be in such a comfortable silence. About half way through the movie, Tatsuya noticed that Ryo’s fingers were moving right above his jeans’ waistband and under his shirt. He didn’t mind the feeling because it felt slightly ticklish. However, “Why are your fingers so cold?” he asked Ryo.
“Are they? I feel warm by just having my fingers on your skin. I noticed that you are always warm, and your skin feels so soft, I like touching you.”
Tatsuya felt himself blush and didn’t move from his position. He started to notice that Ryo’s fingers were slowly moving up. He tried to let it go, but as they got higher, he started to feel a more uncomfortable. He looked up to tell Ryo that he should go back to his room, but when he met Ryo’s eyes, he saw an unreadable expression in his eyes.
And then quite suddenly Ryo kissed him. It was soft and Tatsuya found himself responding to the kiss. Ryo then started to lick at Tatsuya’s lips, asking to enter. Tatsuya didn’t think this was such a good idea, but as Ryo kept licking, he found that his resolve had slipped. He opened his lips to allow Ryo entrance, and Ryo immediately took the chance. He slipped his tongue in and started to explore. He curled his own around Tatsuya’s and then sucked on it. He went on playing with the inside of his mouth. Tatsuya couldn’t think clearly anymore, all he could do was feel Ryo lips on his, and his tongue inside his mouth making him feel like there was nothing else out there.
That was when he found that Ryo’s fingers had already reached his chest. His fingers started to lightly brush one of his nipples, making him shiver and squirm at the feeling. Yet, he couldn’t bring himself to stop Ryo. He knew he hadn’t felt like that in such a long time. After what happened to him, he had fooled around a bit, never actually having sex with anyone. That was just a step he hadn’t been willing to take yet. But as Jin had put it, he was careful with those he messed around with, and it was always in relatively public locations so he wouldn’t be at risk. This he had done, but he hadn’t felt this way.
Ryo was making his mind a blur with his touches. Ryo went from just touching his nipples to lightly pinching them. All the while he hadn’t let go of his mouth. But when he started to pinch his nipples, Tatsuya had to pull away and moan. He just couldn’t stop himself. He eyes were only slightly open and his mind was so unfocused. He was trying to look at Ryo’s but he found it practically impossible.
*
As soon Tatsuya had looked at him, Ryo couldn’t help himself but to kiss him. He just felt like he had to do it. He couldn’t even stop himself from roaming his hand around Tatsuya’s chest. He didn’t expect the reactions that Tatsuya was giving him. When he came in contact with his nipples, it was just too tempting to not mess with them. He felt himself getting hot with every shiver of Tatsuya. And when he pulled away to moan, Ryo found that he was feeling an incredible amount of lust for Tatsuya at that moment. As he saw Tatsuya’s eyes glazed over, he realized that Tatsuya was in the same position.
He raised Tatsuya up a bit so that they could be at the same eye level. He could tell that Tatsuya was already out of it. He then proceeded to kiss around Tatsuya’s face while still playing with his nipples. He lowered his head and started to kiss Tatsuya’s neck. When he reached his collarbone, he started to suck on it, intent on leaving his mark behind.
*
Tatsuya couldn’t think even a little bit, all he could do was feel. He barely registered when Ryo pulled him about, but began to moan even more when Ryo started to suck on his collarbone. The sensations he was feeling were amazing to him. At that moment he felt like he could continue on doing nothing but this. He had his arms wrapped around Ryo’s neck now and their legs were tangled up together.
And then he felt that familiar feeling. Ryo’s hand started to wander down his body. He was caressing his chest and then his stomach. When he felt the hand reach to undo his pant’s button he jerked away. He realized what they were about to do. He couldn’t believe he had let it go so far. He was panting and looking at Ryo right in the eyes. Ryo looked back at him and it clearly showed his confusion.
“I’m sorry, I guess I’m still not ready. Er, I should go back to my room.” Tatsuya said as he attempted to just have the whole thing blow over. He made to get out of the bed, but as he raised himself into a sitting position Ryo grabbed onto his left wrist.
“No, you don’t have to go. I didn’t realize how far I was taking things. I just… I’m sorry, it won’t happen again, but just don’t go.”
The way that Ryo was looking at him, made Tatsuya nervous and at the same time he could see that Ryo was having a hard time controlling himself.
“It’s not that I never want it to happen again, but I’m just not ready now. Just, give me some time. I like being with you, I like it when you kiss me and touch me, but I’m not ready to go further. If you still want me to stay here, even though I don’t want to go further, then I’ll stay.”
“I’ll wait if that is what you want, but right now I do want you stay here. I want you sleep right here next to me and I want to wake up looking at you first thing in the morning.”
Tatsuya just smiled at him and laid back down. He tucked in his head under Ryo’s chin again and placed his arms around Ryo’s waist. Ryo immediately relaxed when he felt him lie back down, and placed his arms around Tatsuya’s shoulders, hugging him tight to make sure he wouldn’t leave.
‘This seems to be harder than I thought. I really wanted to make him mine in those moments, but then the way he looked, almost scared, made me stop right away. I’ll have to wait. But for some reason I don’t want to push him in that area if he isn’t ready. I don’t get it, but I’ll wait. It seems I still have a ways to go in gaining his trust.’ Ryo went to sleep with those last thoughts in his head.
‘Just give me some time. I promise I’ll be able to do it later. I’ll make it happen, just wait for me.’ Tatsuya let it out a slight tear, as he didn’t want Ryo to notice, but he truly wished he could give Ryo what they both wanted.
A/N: so this chapter is shorter, but I think I finally dedicated plenty of time to Ryo and Tatsuya, it was odd to write this, but we have to get their intimacy moving along.
ch 11