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[jensly]

I feel really...empty tonight. I don't know. My mom and I were going to go play tennis tonight, but we didn't end up doing that. As we were driving there, I was staring out the window at all the groups of friends packed outside the ice cream place/movie theater, playing miniature golf, and it made me really sad. I didn't do anything all day. I feel like my whole life is passing me by. Other kids will grow up and look back fondly at their childhood...being on the soccer team, going to football games, laughing with friends, going to the mall, going to the movies, swimming...what do I have? I sit at the computer all day, I have a couple friends I see at school only...I won't look back on my childhood with fond memories. so I was just sitting there, thinking that this reminds me of a movie scene. where you're seeing happy things through the eyes of the character, who's not so happy, and there's sad music playing in the background.

life is so depressing here. sorry, I'll stop rambling now. Everyone already knows how much I hate this place. *sigh*