no, i am not dead. i'm just invisible.
i havent updated in a while. and lots and lots of fun stuff has happened.
wait, no, i'm lying.
really emotional and testing times these last few months have been. so much so that i'm going to housing tomorrow so i can get my own place that i can afford. which won't be much, but i'm going to start looking for a full time job. i'm not in school anymore because i just can't concentrate on it enough. so once again i'm looking for a better job. my mother just got out of the hospital. my brother lives here again. so, my life is half shit. the good half is paul and madison. paul got a job. :-D. im happy for him. i have so much time on my hands is disgusting. so if anyone wants to hang out, im available most of the time. ive been making time for other people...well...rachele anyway, cause i've forgotten who is there. so call me or something people..i need social interaction or else im going to sit in my room with madison everyday for the rest of my life. ya. um. i don't know what else to say. oh yeah. i need an exercise buddy. cause i'm on a mission to lose some weight. i am so unhealthy is unbeleivable. bah. but yah. hope everyone else is well.
wait, no, i'm lying.
really emotional and testing times these last few months have been. so much so that i'm going to housing tomorrow so i can get my own place that i can afford. which won't be much, but i'm going to start looking for a full time job. i'm not in school anymore because i just can't concentrate on it enough. so once again i'm looking for a better job. my mother just got out of the hospital. my brother lives here again. so, my life is half shit. the good half is paul and madison. paul got a job. :-D. im happy for him. i have so much time on my hands is disgusting. so if anyone wants to hang out, im available most of the time. ive been making time for other people...well...rachele anyway, cause i've forgotten who is there. so call me or something people..i need social interaction or else im going to sit in my room with madison everyday for the rest of my life. ya. um. i don't know what else to say. oh yeah. i need an exercise buddy. cause i'm on a mission to lose some weight. i am so unhealthy is unbeleivable. bah. but yah. hope everyone else is well.