so, i know i havent been around, but you know thats what happens. :-D
not much has been happening really.
went camping a few weeks back. did the six flags thing too. now that was fun. yay for nasty sunburns. been working, trying to get shit together to get back to school.
spent the last few days at pauls house and it was the best time ever. it was a little taste of what life is gonna be in the future i guess. waking up to him is the best feeling in the world. i didnt really wanna come home today but i figured i'd leave him alone for a bit :) cause ill be there again tomorrow. and of course all i do when i get home is fight with my mother. she has picked fights with me for the past week and i havent even been home! like she calls and gets me all upset because she has nothing better to do.
she also has been making stupid little comments about things dealing with paul and it has both me and paul fucking pissed off. now he wont come here if she is here, and i dont blame him, i dont like being here with her either...
so life is grand. i do miss a lot of people though.but thats what happens. people grow up and grow apart, i'd just like to have friends again. you can't depend on just one person for everything. although i do.
me and paul have had a few disagreements about things that are going on, but we've talked and ive realized i overreact way way WAY too much. im just gonna fucking RELAX!!
madison is obsessed with horses and we spend a lot of time at the carousel. and all she says now is "oh my god" shes so damn adorable.
and heres some pictures because i know you love seeing me look horrible? haha yeahhh
im so not photogenic anymore...