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i am an irritable bitch.
spent the day driving my mother all over because she milks her sickness to the fullest extent. then brought madison outside, but she was bad. very bad. picked up paul from school. came home, and brought maddy back out. it was so nice out. at 7ish i went to pauls. um yea. hadnt spent anytime with him since friday and for some reason i was in a weird mood. he told me that i was getting on his nerves :-/
it takes a lot to do that so i didnt know what to say. so i didnt. i did my gay "get quiet and ignore" him thing.
but i told him i didnt want to talk about my problems anymore.
i dont like to make him worry.
SO.
its my problem, and mine ALONE now.
i dont want to bring my problems upon him anymore.
he doesnt deserve it.
all i know is that i fucking love him so much, i dont want to push him away.
i need a vacation. and money. and friends.
not too much :-D
spent the day driving my mother all over because she milks her sickness to the fullest extent. then brought madison outside, but she was bad. very bad. picked up paul from school. came home, and brought maddy back out. it was so nice out. at 7ish i went to pauls. um yea. hadnt spent anytime with him since friday and for some reason i was in a weird mood. he told me that i was getting on his nerves :-/
it takes a lot to do that so i didnt know what to say. so i didnt. i did my gay "get quiet and ignore" him thing.
but i told him i didnt want to talk about my problems anymore.
i dont like to make him worry.
SO.
its my problem, and mine ALONE now.
i dont want to bring my problems upon him anymore.
he doesnt deserve it.
all i know is that i fucking love him so much, i dont want to push him away.
i need a vacation. and money. and friends.
not too much :-D