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ok so heres a bit of an update on my life right now...
I am going to be 27 in January. Oh my god this scares me so much!!!
Work is still work, I've stopped caring!! I have been doing a really good job so hopefully something awesome happens there.
I have gotten really over going out!! I think I might have another big break or just drive in to see people for a while... i just have lost the love for clubs, the music, the people, the atmosphere.. i just dont find it appealing right now... ive been doing this shit for too long and what do i have to gain from it?? apart from close friends, nothing! oh and some laughs haha but yeah its no where near as much fun as it used to be so i guess the more time i have away the more i might miss and appreciate it???? I dunno
having said that, i really need to find something to replace Going Out... so far i got nothing. I dont have a bf so it makes it that little bit more harder.
speaking of which!! ugh!! men are retarded.. i need to take some time off from them too hahha. even though I do have a good one in my life.. his life and my life.. it just clashes.. i have been trying so hard to understand that his work hours are fucked but i feel like i am the only one making the effort and sacrifice and in the end all i can say is i tried my best and i did everything right this time and its just how life is i spose!! but at the same time why the hell would he bother to try to start anything with me knowing damn well his working hours are fucked!!!
but anyways
hello dave!!!!!
I am going to be 27 in January. Oh my god this scares me so much!!!
Work is still work, I've stopped caring!! I have been doing a really good job so hopefully something awesome happens there.
I have gotten really over going out!! I think I might have another big break or just drive in to see people for a while... i just have lost the love for clubs, the music, the people, the atmosphere.. i just dont find it appealing right now... ive been doing this shit for too long and what do i have to gain from it?? apart from close friends, nothing! oh and some laughs haha but yeah its no where near as much fun as it used to be so i guess the more time i have away the more i might miss and appreciate it???? I dunno
having said that, i really need to find something to replace Going Out... so far i got nothing. I dont have a bf so it makes it that little bit more harder.
speaking of which!! ugh!! men are retarded.. i need to take some time off from them too hahha. even though I do have a good one in my life.. his life and my life.. it just clashes.. i have been trying so hard to understand that his work hours are fucked but i feel like i am the only one making the effort and sacrifice and in the end all i can say is i tried my best and i did everything right this time and its just how life is i spose!! but at the same time why the hell would he bother to try to start anything with me knowing damn well his working hours are fucked!!!
but anyways
hello dave!!!!!