Dec 30, 2008 00:43
I'm so....disturbed
Priscilla contacted me after 6 months of staying silent
I'm more confused about everything
At one time in my life I loved Priscilla more than anything in the world
Maybe this is not the case anymore, however she is still someone special to me
She is not a friend, shes not a lover but I feel obligated to help her
I want to be there for her when she wakes up every night crying wondering if her dad will find her
I have seen the trauma rape victims progress through and Rape is the most criminal act of any kind
I just am really affected by this and I hope that I can eventually help her like I once was able to in my youth
I need better drugs.......