Jan 13, 2009 21:51
when do we start to care less about a friend? i know that most of us care for our friends. i believe that my friends care for me and damnit they better know i care for them!... but how do we get to the point where we don't want to make an effort anymore.
for the past week or so, i've been having "nightmares" about this girl i used to be friends with. but it's just got me thinking about the friends i have now and what will happen in the future. i'm not exactly sure how our friendship came to be nonexistent, but it's gotten to that point. i'm not bitter. i'm not sad. i'm not angry, either. i'm just curious as to how it all fell apart.
most of us make friends, lose friends, make friends, etc... in most cases, it's not anyone's fault that a relationship falls apart. i think that we're meant to be in some people's lives longer than others.
i guarantee that i won't be in your life forever, but i also guarantee that i'll be there whenever you need me to be. and if we don't need to be in someone else's lives anymore, then we should just let it go on indifferent terms rather than some stupid argument or assumption.
through my experiences, i can say that i sincerely believe that i was meant to meet a lot of people, even some that i considered my closest friends at one point. i also believe that i'll be lucky to have 3 of my best friends in my life when i'm old and gray. and i most certainly believe that i am destined to steal a guy's attention every now and then, but steal one man's heart for the rest of my life.