Feb 21, 2012 10:31
I can't stand having losen (lose? I dunno) one of the most important and most beautiful relationships I ever had in my life. The deepest one for sure. That's very sad, but it means, most of all, I don't want to make the same mistakes ever more. I've been a bad person and I've been very stupid, I know, so I'd really like to be better. I AM better of before, I feel I am. I always try not to judge everybody in the first place. I'm not perfect though and I don't want to be. But at least better.
Well! Anyway, I'll try to look happier, here too, 'cause I actually am quite happy, you know? It's almost Spring!! That brings me so much joy! On saturday there was a warm sun, so me and my cat stood on my balcony to enjoy it while I was reading HP ♥ It was so beautiful! We'll have our evenings together on the balcony again! I'm looking for a very nice season to come, I want to make other good cooking too: on sunday I made apple pie and banana-chocolate muffins though they weren't so good, I messed up with the oven :s But well, ok, I'll do better next time, I want to do some fruit cakes this Summer and maybe some tarts if I'll be alble to.
Have a nice day!
Jen♥
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