Back Again - Valentine's
Hey! LJ! I haven't forgot you ;) I just had...something else to do eheheh...but I'll try to be more present, I'll try to write. So what...I have a job...I already had it, it's the same one, it hasn't changed a bit XD but it's good, I have one and it's very good right now. Italy's becoming a very bad place to live these days. I'd like to go away, but I need this job now and I know I won't be able to go anywhere all alone to start a new life. I'd be depressed in a week and end up coming back, I know. So it's ok the way it is, I don't like the place but I like the people very much here and it's very rare so I take it as a gift.
And then...oh, today's Valentine's! I haven't celebrated this day for all my life and sure I won't start today XD But I want to enjoy it as a day to watch around me and look at all those people who really love me and give them a huge THANKS. I discovered Valentine's not only for couples but also for everyone who loves and I LOVE. Not only at Valentine's, that's clear. 'Cause what I love the most, what I learned to love lately it's LIFE, and people, and everything around me, trying to be less affected by what's bad and giving all the best. I want to be brave, I want to be good, I want to be beautiful. And, actually, I feel I am. In my mind I thank everyone who's responsible for this change: I remember and I'll always remember. But I'll go on, and I don't know what'll happen and I don't wanna know, 'cause I want to live everyday at his fullest and take the best life can give. I saw how real problems are, and I'm lucky 'cause I don't have them. So I'll give all I can to those who have instead, if they'll need me. I'll be there, not to take, but to give. Or at least I'll try.
I'm sorry, I got too phylosophical XDD Let's just say I've finished Harry Potter and The Prisoner Of Azkaban today and at lunch I'm going to buy The Goblet Of Fire if I find it..I hope I do! *-*
Have a nice day!
Jen♥
And then...oh, today's Valentine's! I haven't celebrated this day for all my life and sure I won't start today XD But I want to enjoy it as a day to watch around me and look at all those people who really love me and give them a huge THANKS. I discovered Valentine's not only for couples but also for everyone who loves and I LOVE. Not only at Valentine's, that's clear. 'Cause what I love the most, what I learned to love lately it's LIFE, and people, and everything around me, trying to be less affected by what's bad and giving all the best. I want to be brave, I want to be good, I want to be beautiful. And, actually, I feel I am. In my mind I thank everyone who's responsible for this change: I remember and I'll always remember. But I'll go on, and I don't know what'll happen and I don't wanna know, 'cause I want to live everyday at his fullest and take the best life can give. I saw how real problems are, and I'm lucky 'cause I don't have them. So I'll give all I can to those who have instead, if they'll need me. I'll be there, not to take, but to give. Or at least I'll try.
I'm sorry, I got too phylosophical XDD Let's just say I've finished Harry Potter and The Prisoner Of Azkaban today and at lunch I'm going to buy The Goblet Of Fire if I find it..I hope I do! *-*
Have a nice day!
Jen♥