Feb 22, 2006 10:31
you know what? I got the worst phone call 26 minutes ago. Amber called.."Ricky died jenn"..Hearing those words are so hard for me. I go way back with Ricky. I remember when I first met him...
It was my first time going to my brother's church. There he was,wide-eyed and grinning. He still ahd his braces on, but he was such a cutie. I sat next to his sister, Savanah. I loved the girl to death. I talked to him for a little bit after youth group. He was so sweet and gentle.
I also remember when we first started dating...
Sure, it was a while back..but we dated for about 6 or 7 months. It was a church sleep over thing at the U.S Silveresides. I remember holding his hand, him having his arm around me. I remember kissing his cheek. Oh and I can't forget about the cutest thing...When he was playing D&D with some guys at the church, he had his arm around me. And my head was on his chest. Now, it's fair game if you don't fall asleep where your suppose to..but Ricky wouldn't let anybody touch me. He wanted everyone to jsut leave me alone and let me sleep on his shoulder.
Granted we broke up and I never really talked to him..but look at that ^^ I have so many things to look back on..So many smiles and those cute "come here" looks. Even thought after we broke up and we lost touch..it kills me inside to know that I won't see him again for a while. I want you all to know, that I'm seriously in a lot of pain right now. I hate hearing about any of my friends or family members die..my thoughts and prayers go out to everyone who knows Ricky...RIP Ricky...RIP
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