Oct 06, 2004 21:01
part 2
i pitch a tent,
but some wolves come in.
*get out* they said,
they wanted it for themselves...
i refused,
so they bit and scratched,
and forced me to leave.
my forehead hurts, its scratched,
my chest hurts, its bitten.
i run for shelter, under a tree.
i look up,
the mask of peacefulness is being worn by the sky.
i start my climb.
suddenly, im blinded,
all i see is red.
i am stalled....
un-known to me,
and angel is watching.
she looks to god for permission.
he gives it.
the meaning of her existence at this point is now clear,
its to help me.
down she flies,
like angels usually do,
until she is floating beside me.
*dont worry, i am here to help you* it says.
WHAT ARE YOU, i wonder.
*i am a guardian of god, and am here to help you,
you are the reason i exist at this point*
HOW DO YOU HELP PEOPLE....
*i havent done this before, so.....i know, ill grant you a wish!*
this angel is too damn clingy,
but then again, look whos got the tree in firm grasp.
I ONLY GET ONE....
*well, i can ask father...
NO, HE WILL JUST KICK ME
the angel looks quite thin.
*well, what wish would you like, anything you want, except for happpiness, thats not legal here*
MY WISH IS THAT....
*yes..*
PISS ON MY FACE, THERE IS BLOOD IN MY EYES
*very well*
i can see, though it stings,
where to now, i wonder.
where the fuck did the angel go to, i also wonder
vanished.
i look up again, but nothing is there,
i look down, nothing is there,
i look to my hands, they are grasping each other.
i am in blackness,
i am blind,
i am at peace.
until.....