"In your eyes I see a darkness that torments you"- the julianna theory
Here we go. I'm back on lj, for atleast tonight... atleast tonight...
sounds like a song, eh?
yeah... anyways.
I'm no good at writing in these things anymore.
Do you ever feel down but you feel guilty because of it? You have everything, you shouldn't feel down. So many people have it so much worse. My life is so simple compared to practically everyone I know (and especially those I don't!).
However... I think I've trained myself not to accept depression in any form. So I kinda've just keep it bottled up. Probably not a good idea. But it just doesn't feel good talking to anyone about it, and I don't know how to fix it myself. And honestly, I don't even know HOW to talk to people about it. There are plenty of people who care about me and are available to listen, but I wouldn't know what to say.
sounds like a song, eh?
yeah... anyways.
I'm no good at writing in these things anymore.
Do you ever feel down but you feel guilty because of it? You have everything, you shouldn't feel down. So many people have it so much worse. My life is so simple compared to practically everyone I know (and especially those I don't!).
However... I think I've trained myself not to accept depression in any form. So I kinda've just keep it bottled up. Probably not a good idea. But it just doesn't feel good talking to anyone about it, and I don't know how to fix it myself. And honestly, I don't even know HOW to talk to people about it. There are plenty of people who care about me and are available to listen, but I wouldn't know what to say.