The end of my summer just went down the crapper.
Yep, my summer was actually fairly enjoyable until a couple weeks ago. I upset a friend and now I feel emotionally like shit, since I hate hurting anyone's feelings, especially when I don't realize that I've done it.
Now, as of a couple days ago, my stomach feels like shit. I've been having lower abdominal cramps and it's been wearing on my nerves. I'd love to be able to talk to someone, but no one's online that much anymore except late at night. Most of my school friends are off at 'band camp' so I can't talk to any of them. Maybe that's why I'm always so hung up on getting online; Since the real world tends to fuck me over with these stomach issues. I swear to god worrying about upsetting people and my stomach is going to be the death of me, and it's not making me a happy camper.
I wish I could sleep, but nausea and cramping won't let me forget the stupid mistake I made of learning to RP. That's how I fucked up. I learned how to fucking RP.
I feel sick
Now, as of a couple days ago, my stomach feels like shit. I've been having lower abdominal cramps and it's been wearing on my nerves. I'd love to be able to talk to someone, but no one's online that much anymore except late at night. Most of my school friends are off at 'band camp' so I can't talk to any of them. Maybe that's why I'm always so hung up on getting online; Since the real world tends to fuck me over with these stomach issues. I swear to god worrying about upsetting people and my stomach is going to be the death of me, and it's not making me a happy camper.
I wish I could sleep, but nausea and cramping won't let me forget the stupid mistake I made of learning to RP. That's how I fucked up. I learned how to fucking RP.
I feel sick