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these past four days have sucked so bad. thursday we were supposed to hang out, but his best friend picks him up and then they dragggggg me to the skate park, so i let that one slide i guess. friday all i wanted to do was enjoy high school musical 2 and spend some time with him and i get scolded for asking him to come back inside and spend time with me. so then saturday after my double shift, i wanted to treat him out to the movies and we kinda planned things but then i get off work to find out that he wants to go out again with justin. fuck....thank god i didn't buy the movie tickets when i got off work {tiring night] so then sunday i decided to give it one more shot. i asked him if he wanted to hang out and go to the park or something, that way we could spend some time before he starts school. so far all green flags, until he completely forgets. and the worst part is that i turned down my family because i was so sure that we were gonna hang out. but instead i was he at home waiting for his phone call. eventually i went to the park by myself and just thought about things. idk idk idk i didnt like this past weekend. i need to have a really long talk with gordo.