Hello, this is Natalie again. :)
anonymous
August 17 2005, 07:43:09 UTC
Friday was AWESOME. Jen is the most beautiful girl in the world, as I've said a million times before. That night, I called my boyfriend to break up with him. Yes, I know that sounds like a horrible thing to do, but we both agreed that it was the best thing. I hope he finds someone really special for himself, as he is an amazing guy - I'm just not into guys. :)
Saturday was AWESOME. Waking up next to Jen was the best feeling. I finally have a best friend and lover who will play Xbox with me!! She's getting really good at Halo 2, so I'd better watch myself.
Sunday was also awesome, and got more awesome as the day went on. Getting Jen to stay another day was the best part for me, and I think it was that night that Jen and I started acting drunk and I sang Queen's "Bohemian Rhapsody" until 3:00 in the morning.
Mamaaaaaaaaaaa... just killed a maaaaaan...
Then I fell asleep on the floor! I don't believe Jen when she says she woke me up to get into bed though - I think she physically picked me up and put me in the bed. She's a strong girl, you know! She gave me piggyback rides and I carried her like I will on our wedding day.
Hoo haw! I am so butch.
Monday was not so awesome, because I got sick. We thought it was hormonal, but since Jen wasn't feeling too great yesterday when I was on the phone with her, I'm starting to think it's entirely unrelated from the hormone issue. What was not entirely unrelated, however, was my yelling at Jen to make me a sandwich and cut it into little triangles. Despite my screaming bitchiness (which was really half hormonal and half joking) she made the sandwich with a kind of love that she had never put in a sandwich before. Jen and I both had a pretty terrible sleep because a) I was feeling like crap and b) neither of us wanted to be separated from the other, which is what we knew would happen the next day.
Tuesday, Jen left. This seriously was one of the most painful things I have gone through in my life. I've never felt this strongly for anyone before, and to be separated from her now, it feels like I've lost a limb, like something's been physically torn from me. I couldn't stop myself from bawling as I watched the bus leave. She told me she was doing the same thing, and even though the windows were tinted, I could really tell. Jen and I have a telepathic connection, ya know.
I love you, Jen. This house and my heart both feel empty without you around.
Love, Natalie
And that pizza delivery boy better not get any ideas! You're *my* girl! ^.^
Saturday was AWESOME. Waking up next to Jen was the best feeling. I finally have a best friend and lover who will play Xbox with me!! She's getting really good at Halo 2, so I'd better watch myself.
Sunday was also awesome, and got more awesome as the day went on. Getting Jen to stay another day was the best part for me, and I think it was that night that Jen and I started acting drunk and I sang Queen's "Bohemian Rhapsody" until 3:00 in the morning.
Mamaaaaaaaaaaa... just killed a maaaaaan...
Then I fell asleep on the floor! I don't believe Jen when she says she woke me up to get into bed though - I think she physically picked me up and put me in the bed. She's a strong girl, you know! She gave me piggyback rides and I carried her like I will on our wedding day.
Hoo haw! I am so butch.
Monday was not so awesome, because I got sick. We thought it was hormonal, but since Jen wasn't feeling too great yesterday when I was on the phone with her, I'm starting to think it's entirely unrelated from the hormone issue. What was not entirely unrelated, however, was my yelling at Jen to make me a sandwich and cut it into little triangles. Despite my screaming bitchiness (which was really half hormonal and half joking) she made the sandwich with a kind of love that she had never put in a sandwich before. Jen and I both had a pretty terrible sleep because a) I was feeling like crap and b) neither of us wanted to be separated from the other, which is what we knew would happen the next day.
Tuesday, Jen left. This seriously was one of the most painful things I have gone through in my life. I've never felt this strongly for anyone before, and to be separated from her now, it feels like I've lost a limb, like something's been physically torn from me. I couldn't stop myself from bawling as I watched the bus leave. She told me she was doing the same thing, and even though the windows were tinted, I could really tell. Jen and I have a telepathic connection, ya know.
I love you, Jen. This house and my heart both feel empty without you around.
Love,
Natalie
And that pizza delivery boy better not get any ideas! You're *my* girl! ^.^
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The days did seem to kind of blur together, didn't they? :D
Ah well. Still counting down the days until you return to Vermont! Call me tonight if you can. :)
Love,
Natalie
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