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There has been alot of drama, still since my last post. I broke up with my BF for 2 minutes. Ze decided that ze loves smoking pot more than ze loves me. Then, a total stranger saw me crying and convinced me to take hir back. I've been having doubts about taking hir back. Now, I'm sure that it was a mistake. Ze is involved in too much wild, illegal shit. Drugs, raves, etc. Also, ze decided to run off for a week without telling me when, where, how long, or how to reach hir. I have been trying to call hir to break up, rather than leave a message on hir answering machine, or having hir find out by reading about it on my LJ, but ze has left me no choice. I don't care anymore, because ze set hirself up for this.
In the mean-time, my best friend told me that ze's madly in love with me on Saturday night. The feeling is mutual. We've always been in love with each other, but we've been afraid that each other was too good for us. We talked on the phone for 9 hours. The next morning, we talked to her boyfriend on 3-way calling. We make the perfect trio. I'm going to Vermont to go see them sometime in the next 2 weeks. Then, when I start JobCorps, I'm going to tell them that I moved in with them, so I can go "home" to them every weekend.
In the mean-time, my best friend told me that ze's madly in love with me on Saturday night. The feeling is mutual. We've always been in love with each other, but we've been afraid that each other was too good for us. We talked on the phone for 9 hours. The next morning, we talked to her boyfriend on 3-way calling. We make the perfect trio. I'm going to Vermont to go see them sometime in the next 2 weeks. Then, when I start JobCorps, I'm going to tell them that I moved in with them, so I can go "home" to them every weekend.