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Since my last real post, my diet has been fluctuating daily. For example, on some days, I've been eating two full meals including a quarter pound bacon/cheddar/swiss burger(my daddy made it) and on other days I eat next to nothing, like yesterday, and so far, today. My weight is fluctuating between 121 and 124. My suicidal intention are gone because of my new goals. I now feel that I have something to prove to my mother(that I can survive without her if she throws me out of the house). I haven't seen Missi in quite a while, I'm worried she was taken from her home, and will never be seen in Marlborough again.
I'm feeling kind of bad about my family's bullshit. Ma is paying $10,000 for my brother's lawyer, but she won't pay $10 for my dinner when I go to Boston with my mentor on Monday.
I'm also trying to contact Millie Bonaparte. I'm worried about hir. I haven't heard from hir in a very long time, and last I knew, ze was suicidal.
My friends are unreachable. They are never home when I call, even when they say they will be.
I'm feeling kind of bad about my family's bullshit. Ma is paying $10,000 for my brother's lawyer, but she won't pay $10 for my dinner when I go to Boston with my mentor on Monday.
I'm also trying to contact Millie Bonaparte. I'm worried about hir. I haven't heard from hir in a very long time, and last I knew, ze was suicidal.
My friends are unreachable. They are never home when I call, even when they say they will be.