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Jul 11, 2005 12:58

Weight: 119lbs
I ate yesterday: PBJ sandwich, 2 frozen pancakes, crackers with cheese.
Last dangerous thought: 6am this morning. I went to find a phone to call my friend, and while searching, forgot about the thought.

I need to thank the anonymous friend who forewarded my LJ post about suicide to a state-mandated reporter. Note the sarcasm. I know you were trying to help, but all you've done is limit my choices. Before, I had the flexibility to choose when to go for in-patient treatment, but now I have no choice but to go on the 28th, and no later. I'm luck enough to have accomplished that. You came very close to forcing me to spend my 18th birthday in the hospital.

While I'm making positive changes in my life, I have decided that now is a good time to forgive everyone's wrongdoings against me. All you have to do is confess to your wrongdoing and ask to be forgiven. you have four days to comment, email, or call with your confession. Depending on severity, I may be angry briefly, but I'll get over it. IF you've betrayed my trust, destroyed something of mine, kept a secret from me, lied, or whatever, just tell me now, and I'll forgive you.
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