Because you're more important than anything else in this world. :(
Supposedly I’m about to write a blog about moving on and shit but I chose to write about something else.
4 consecutive days of on and off fever.
You not feeling well.
You having chills.
You getting dizzy.
You and i-really-do-not-know-what-you-are-feeling.
You not doing anything about it.
Me not being able to do anything about it as well.
It’s weird how affected I got the first time you told me that you weren’t feeling well. It kills me actually whenever you tell me that you are sick. It’s funny how OA I got last night when you told me that you are having a fever. I’m sorry for getting mad at you because I was desperately wanting you to just go to the doctor and get yourself examined.
I just love you this much.
Or.. I just care for you this much.
No matter how painful 3 years of us existing in each other’s life have been. No matter how rocky our relationship/friendship have been.. No matter how sad and how empty most of my days have been.. No matter how mean we were with one another.. No matter how hard it is for us to grow together.. I just can’t stand the fact that you’re there. I am here. I can’t even do anything about it…
I guess, I really can’t do everything for you.
I’m getting really paranoid with what’s happening to you. I just want to be there next to you, hugging you tight while you’re cold and freezing, getting everything you need even if I have to go all the way there just to bring you one, holding your hand til you are able to sleep, checking your temperature and pushing you to drink more water than usual.
I guess the “Sana ako nalang.” is eating me up right now.. Sana nga ako na lang instead of you. :( I just can’t stand knowing that you’re not okay. :(
I guess there are some things that will never change. There are things that will just stay the same no matter how old or how rusty it gets. There are things that will always make you go back to where you are a few hours, days, months, years ago. There are just some things that will always be there no matter how hard you push it away. There will always be this certain kind of thing, that when it happens, you’ll find yourself so far from getting to where you’re really supposed to be.. :(
I just wish that God would make things easier for you- and I guess for me as well.
4 consecutive days of on and off fever.
You not feeling well.
You having chills.
You getting dizzy.
You and i-really-do-not-know-what-you-are-feeling.
You not doing anything about it.
Me not being able to do anything about it as well.
It’s weird how affected I got the first time you told me that you weren’t feeling well. It kills me actually whenever you tell me that you are sick. It’s funny how OA I got last night when you told me that you are having a fever. I’m sorry for getting mad at you because I was desperately wanting you to just go to the doctor and get yourself examined.
I just love you this much.
Or.. I just care for you this much.
No matter how painful 3 years of us existing in each other’s life have been. No matter how rocky our relationship/friendship have been.. No matter how sad and how empty most of my days have been.. No matter how mean we were with one another.. No matter how hard it is for us to grow together.. I just can’t stand the fact that you’re there. I am here. I can’t even do anything about it…
I guess, I really can’t do everything for you.
I’m getting really paranoid with what’s happening to you. I just want to be there next to you, hugging you tight while you’re cold and freezing, getting everything you need even if I have to go all the way there just to bring you one, holding your hand til you are able to sleep, checking your temperature and pushing you to drink more water than usual.
I guess the “Sana ako nalang.” is eating me up right now.. Sana nga ako na lang instead of you. :( I just can’t stand knowing that you’re not okay. :(
I guess there are some things that will never change. There are things that will just stay the same no matter how old or how rusty it gets. There are things that will always make you go back to where you are a few hours, days, months, years ago. There are just some things that will always be there no matter how hard you push it away. There will always be this certain kind of thing, that when it happens, you’ll find yourself so far from getting to where you’re really supposed to be.. :(
I just wish that God would make things easier for you- and I guess for me as well.