watching Family Guy and eating Ben and Jerry's
so today wasn't very exciting...i slept till about 11 this morning...i took a shower and played with the dogs...balanced my check book...then made my website for my webpage design class...right now i'm sitting here eating ben and jerry's ice cream and watching family guy...i think it's time to put the ice cream away now because i've eaten about half of the pint and my stomach is starting to hurt:(
i didn't get to see john today *BIG TEARS* i probably won't see him the rest of the week either *EVEN BIGGER TEARS* i hate it so much, i want to go back to before when i saw him pretty much every day and it was for more than an hour at a time and i don't want either one of us to be tired from work or stressed from school
errr which brings me to my next bunch of blah...i don't know what my problem is but i'm so stressed out lately and it's really hard to stay in a good mood....i was so happy yesterday when john was here...he makes all the bad and all the stress go away...even after all this time i still look at him and get butterflies:) but anyway....
so what it boils down to is i miss john...i'm so hating school right now...and i just want to be happy again...surprisingly the only thing not driving me crazy is work....i mean i'm not crazy about having to go to work but i go and i just deal with it...nothing bothers me but nothing excites me either...i just do it because i have to
well that's probably it for now...i'm really in the mood for typing...i finished my webpage design homework...i hope i don't have to read anything for psych and i'll do my stupid digital production homework tomorrow
JOHN....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU EVEN MORE!!! YOU MAKE ME SOOO HAPPY!! HAVE A GOOD WEEK AND TRY NOT TO GET TO TIRED AT WORK AND I'LL TRY NOT TO BE TOO EVIL;)
LOVE YOU TONS!!!!!
~jenn~
i didn't get to see john today *BIG TEARS* i probably won't see him the rest of the week either *EVEN BIGGER TEARS* i hate it so much, i want to go back to before when i saw him pretty much every day and it was for more than an hour at a time and i don't want either one of us to be tired from work or stressed from school
errr which brings me to my next bunch of blah...i don't know what my problem is but i'm so stressed out lately and it's really hard to stay in a good mood....i was so happy yesterday when john was here...he makes all the bad and all the stress go away...even after all this time i still look at him and get butterflies:) but anyway....
so what it boils down to is i miss john...i'm so hating school right now...and i just want to be happy again...surprisingly the only thing not driving me crazy is work....i mean i'm not crazy about having to go to work but i go and i just deal with it...nothing bothers me but nothing excites me either...i just do it because i have to
well that's probably it for now...i'm really in the mood for typing...i finished my webpage design homework...i hope i don't have to read anything for psych and i'll do my stupid digital production homework tomorrow
JOHN....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU EVEN MORE!!! YOU MAKE ME SOOO HAPPY!! HAVE A GOOD WEEK AND TRY NOT TO GET TO TIRED AT WORK AND I'LL TRY NOT TO BE TOO EVIL;)
LOVE YOU TONS!!!!!
~jenn~