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haven't written in a while because i have been waiting for something to be good. I didn't want to write another depressing entery... who knows maybe it'll make me feel better.
i didn't get accepted to whitman. what the hell ami saying? i got fucking rejected. Feels like in middle school when you are obsessed with this really cute guy and after lots of lusting he's like sorry there are like 1000 people who are better than you! Good for my self asteem.
In a way i think that knowing takes the stress off, even if it wasn't a good resut. at least now i know what my options are... ore aren't. whatever.
Stuff with Rob is... well who knows. I want it to be fixed. and i have no idea what i am supposed to do about it.
Ashley and Abby were both expelled. "dun dun dun another one bites the dust" SO my group of friends is officialy... gone? hmm wait lets see. Nikki? expelled. Jackie? Disapeared. Ashley? expelled. Abby? expelled. Shereena? case of the "tattle tale syndrom" and she's leaving. Who's left? I could follow Sam around...kinda what i've been doing lately. meeeehhh
no more art class for me. This just sucks.
C in English! yes i got a C! and in... english? what the hell is that.
my purse was stolen. i thought i would just add this for pity points. think about it, i don't even have money or any of my christmas gift certificates anymore. (yeah thats basically what i got for christmas, and like an idiot i saved em)
Brian told me that if he was Rob he'd feel lucky to have me. I'm not sure if that is incredibly awkward, or what. But I am always shyly say "thanks" and turn away when he says these kinda things. Ussually we are talking about my dad and he says that my dad must be insaine, and this isn't quite as awkward. Hmm i donno. I don't even think i care if its awkward. Who elses therapist gives them hugs? hmmm i wish he were my dad. oh but he's not and i haven't seen mine in months.
fuck fuck fuck a duck screw a kangaroo, fingerbang an orangatang, support your local zoo.
i didn't get accepted to whitman. what the hell ami saying? i got fucking rejected. Feels like in middle school when you are obsessed with this really cute guy and after lots of lusting he's like sorry there are like 1000 people who are better than you! Good for my self asteem.
In a way i think that knowing takes the stress off, even if it wasn't a good resut. at least now i know what my options are... ore aren't. whatever.
Stuff with Rob is... well who knows. I want it to be fixed. and i have no idea what i am supposed to do about it.
Ashley and Abby were both expelled. "dun dun dun another one bites the dust" SO my group of friends is officialy... gone? hmm wait lets see. Nikki? expelled. Jackie? Disapeared. Ashley? expelled. Abby? expelled. Shereena? case of the "tattle tale syndrom" and she's leaving. Who's left? I could follow Sam around...kinda what i've been doing lately. meeeehhh
no more art class for me. This just sucks.
C in English! yes i got a C! and in... english? what the hell is that.
my purse was stolen. i thought i would just add this for pity points. think about it, i don't even have money or any of my christmas gift certificates anymore. (yeah thats basically what i got for christmas, and like an idiot i saved em)
Brian told me that if he was Rob he'd feel lucky to have me. I'm not sure if that is incredibly awkward, or what. But I am always shyly say "thanks" and turn away when he says these kinda things. Ussually we are talking about my dad and he says that my dad must be insaine, and this isn't quite as awkward. Hmm i donno. I don't even think i care if its awkward. Who elses therapist gives them hugs? hmmm i wish he were my dad. oh but he's not and i haven't seen mine in months.
fuck fuck fuck a duck screw a kangaroo, fingerbang an orangatang, support your local zoo.