ugh
so i leave for utah tomorrow, today was gonna be a good day but it ended up really bad. that just makes it harder for me to leave. once i'm back i don't have much time. it feel likes summers over. it's been a pretty good summer. i don't want it to end. i don't want to leave my friends behind. i feel so sad. prolly cause everyones been moving, i feel like i have to spend all the time with my friends i have. as if they're leaving too. i saw annie's house for prolly the last time today. so mny memories. that what made me mostly sad. but i didn't see like anyone today. i saw emma which was nice. she's one of my last mormons left. and i saw ethan. i'm engage to be engaged to him. but he's moving, so bascially, i'm free ;) well i'll update in utah prolly. i know it'll end up being fun. i'm just sad for now. i've been bawling pretty much (thanks jon for the spelling help) ... ttyl