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so today after school i get in the car with my mom, and she hands me a card.
on the front it says: To Jenn, just because~
so i open it up and read it and this is what it says:
When you were born
I held you in my arms
and just kept smiling at you
You always smiled back
your big eyes wide open
full of love
You were such a
beautiful
good
sweet baby
Now
as i watch you grow up
and become your own person
I look at you
your laughter
your happiness
your simplicity
your beauty
and now that you will
be able to enjoy a life
of sensitivity
goodness
and love
in a world that is at peace
I want to tell you that
I am so proud of you
and I dearly
love you
HOW. am i suppose to not bawl my face off while reading that.
the day that i feel like the most shit.
i get this
and feel like more shit.
because i dont feel like i deserve this at all right now.