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lol wow, i haven't actually updated since i first got LJ. I should do this more ^^;
me being all mush like ;__;
so, this weekend was on of the most rollercoaster weekends i've ever had .__.
Our best friend Sae Rom just went back home to Korea... I'm going to miss that girl so effing much. I don;t even know what to write .___. The last thing she gave me was 100 won. I will always love that coin. I'm going to find a way to out a hole in it and make it a necklace. I will always keep it with me. Just sitting here thinking "wow, she's on a plain to Japan, then to Korea" just blows my mind. I might not see her for a couple of years, but im going to try and make it my goal to save up enough to visit after i graduate. That would be nice. She always said "YOU HAVE TO COME VISIT MEEE~" ... man im gonna miss her spazzes so much. I will talk to her as much as i can on msn, and send her emails ^^ I also want to write her a letter and send her this little jewelry kitty box that i was going to give her. When I send it a also want to enclude a picture of everyone and get them to write a message. god this is hard, but I feel like i accomplished something with this. I made someone new here feel like they belonged ^^ that was really what i wanted to do the most. I couldn't imagine going to a new place and not knowing anyone and everyone being like "omg she's so different" and all that crap. I also made a best friend. I will always keep my best friends in my heart not matter what keeps us apart. I hope everyone knows that. Diane is going back to China next week, but she's coming back next year to finish school. I wish Sae Rom was... but I'm sure she wants to see her old friends and her family a lot. I would miss my friends so much if i went away for 10 months TT but anyway. I will never forget the friend i made this year, and i know she will never forget us. we changed her life, and she changed ours. i will never forget how amazed she was when she found out we like korean things. she was always like "wow you know more about korean people then i do... AND IM KOREAN!" *sigh* I dont know what else to say... I hope I can make the new people next year feel just as welcomed as i did this year, and make even more friends ^^ I know they will have to go home too, but isnt it worth it? making someone feel good, like they belong, and making a new friend? I do, and im not going to stop thinking that ^^ so i will do everything with a smile on my face ^__^ ♥~
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