Mar 06, 2006 23:44
Bypass the bullshit. That's what John says on the new Mary cd. It's essentially what Sara says in her song as well, except she's way too good to use those words exactly. I'm all for it. Let's bypass the bullshit. The cd is perfect, by the way. Thanks Mary.
I'm three pounds away from weighing what I promised I would never weigh. Time to cut back on the calories. It's funny how I eat more when I'm happy. Controlling my weight is much more important to me when I don't feel content or in control of other things. That's gotta stop. In an effort to adopt healthier thought processes on the issue, I've been thinking about this... Although eating too much doesn't necessarily prevent someone else from eating enough, eating in excess just seems that much worse when I think about all the people who would be lucky to eat just half of what I eat. Plus, I'm coming to terms with the fact that working out will forever be an essential part of my daily life. And I'm not just talking weight maintenance. It's about being healthy all around. I want to still be able to touch my toes when I'm 80.
I took a five hour nap today. Yep. And until 30 minutes ago, I hadn't had a shower in 36 hours. Pretty gross. I wasn't in close contact with any human beings during the last 12 of those 36 hours, so no worries.
I have a whole mental list of things to say. Alas, it'lll have to wait until tomorrow because I'm tired and unmotivated. The nap was good but I'm ready for another one. I'm thinking 8 hours this time around. Get excited.
Sweet dreams.