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[jennyjen3]

So this was a long weekend. 3 days off...well at least off from school. I started work on Friday. i work at CVS. it was an interesting couple of days..filled with annoying customers, but also with making friends at work.Im the youngest one there, The second is 18, so im not too far off. it cool cause theres two 19 year olds and 1 18 year old and me. some other ladies woek too and everybody is reall nice. we have a lot of fun. But it is hard work and im extremely tired. me and joe went out on thursday..and it was a lot of fun. i love him soo much. sometimes when I think about him its makes me sad. I think about matt and what i did to him and how much i hurt him. i still feel so bad for it. I dont know how to get over it. Me and Joe are great. Ive never felt like this about anybody before and honestly i never thought i would. I never wanted a serious relationship or to be this connected with anyone until i met joe. People say thatme and him are all wrong from one another because were so different. But i you really look at us and look past the obvious differences and what everybody else thinks and the stupid little fights betweens us, i swear were in love. its crazy cause were only 17, but its real. Does everybody think im crazy? i know some people do. Please let me know. i like to hear what yall have to say.
but anyways, i went to the beach twice this weekend. it was beautiful on friday, but today, it was alright, it was clody and indy...no tanning today. that sucks.
o im working mon and tues then i have the rest of the week off. im gonna die. and screw homework tonight. im too tired.
sorry about rambling on about joe. im just trying to get some things off my chest caus ei never get to really talk to anybody. well, ill see yall tomorrow. Adios!!