let me try with pleasured hands
so, the past two days have been eye opening, you could say:
- single, again. but i feel as though i did the right thing. i couldn't keep doing this to the other person or myself. i was just going to end up making things worse.
- rachel leaving the navy, as i mentioned many times before, made me realize i'll miss her more than i thought i would. it also made me love everyone in our military even more than i did before. so braveee.
- during my internship, i had interview with retired pastor about his book, and wrote an article about him, his book and his book signing. he wrote me a thank you note, and how much people loved my article, and he said,' I think you have a good future in journalism.' That brighten up my day x 382989. I was skeptical about my future with journalism. This thank you note def. erased those doubts. I'm 100% sure I want to do this.
due to these eye opening experiences, i decided im going to change myself inside and out. and by outside i mean, new hair color. sam helped me out pick a color. and friday hopefully, im going to buy some color and dye it with her. lol.
speaking of samantha, me and her have been hanging out a lot lately, thanks to the womb of course. not that i don't mind or anything. i REALLY love it. she's my best frienddd. =) so, my summer hasn't really sucked or anything because i guess im not really lying around. im actually doing stuff most of the time and hanging out with good people. not people who have and/or cause drama 24/7 and i was miserable because i had to deal with it.
today - hanging/sun tanning with samantha. fun fun.
friday/tommorrow - hanging with samantha again, hopefully buying hairdye and dying my hair. which means phase one of reinventing myself will be complete.
saturday - a quick walk with nicolas earlier in the day. then sleeping over danielle's.
sunday - no idea. but ill figure something out, probably sam time.
monday -uh, i feel like i have plans but, they're not coming to me. dammit.
tuesday - nothing? dammit.
wednesday - nicolas/rachael time. wooo.
thursday to monday, 25th - fucking seattle.
=) yup. thats my schedule.