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well apparently i suck at life. TARGET doesn't even want me. i can't even get a low-level job at TARGET. not even for a 2nd interview. at first i really could not understand why i wasn't getting hired anywhere. then i figured it must be Cindy (my old boss from this summer, i worked at the pool for 4 years and we got in a fight and i quit right at the end of last season cuz i figured they were gonna fire me anyways) giving me a bad recommendation. my parents think that must be what it is too. cuz i didn't even get a 2nd interview for TARGET. that is really an ego crusher. i also couldn't get hired as a busser at a nursing home. that is really very sad my friends.
how i am ever going to pay my credit card bill, God only knows.
now i need to find a new place to apply and change my references and omit that i worked at the pool for 4 years. which will make me look even more unskilled but its better than getting a crappy recommendation. blast. this sucks. hopefully with my birthday coming up (APRIL 18th) i can get some money and spend it all on my bills. fun.