i'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
i've had a sucky past couple of days. number one reason is money. i got pulled over for the first time in my life. and got a $72.00 ticket. josh & jonathan were right in front of me going 25 under the speed limit and i passed them and when i got back in my lane the passing zone had ended and a cop was right there and slapped a ticket on me for "unlawful passing on the left". i cried for three hours. how am i gonna pay for this? nkevi says he is gonna help me out but i dunno if i will let him... i mean it's my own damned fault. and if i have to lose my license cuz i can't pay it it's my own fault and no one else's.
i didn't get the job i wanted. i have to get my car inspected & registered by the end of the month. thats like another $100. i don't even know what i am gonna do. i am still avidly looking for a job. nobody is hiring and the ones who are don't want me.
jesse & i fought a lot this weekend. bleh. it's all worked out now though. i just get really defensive i guess. i didn't wave to this kid who i dislike (greg, who broke up with one of my best friends, emily) and jesse told me it wasn't very Christian-like of me and that just made me pretty mad cuz who is he to lecture me? gah. he apologized profusely and swore he didn't mean it like that, he only meant that everyone should get a second chance and we should try to be friendly even to the people we don't like. whatever...
went to a bruins game on saturday. that was a lot of fun. i didn't think i would like it but i did. i had such a good time and got really into it and was wearing a big foam claw thing and everything. i am a dork.