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I am sitting in my room at my apartment in Tuscaloosa. The crickets are singing and the sun is starting to set. The feeling that I have right now is wonderful. Finally everything feels right. For the last couple of years I have felt like I didn't belong here or there, like I was always in the middle of something or somewhere. But today I have realized that I am finally where I am supposed to be. Its a pretty good feeling. I guess I have always been where I needed to be, but it was understanding that where ever I was, was correct. Corny I know, but for me it is a peaceful feeling at last. Although this summer wasn't what I had hoped it to be, it pointed me in the right direction for my life. I realized that I should take no day for granted, and to always go to bed and wake up with a smile on my face. Also that forgiveness is necessary, especially when you have to forgive yourself... something that I have always struggled with. I know that this entry is really weird and stuff, but it is just how I feel at this moment.