Pretty Sure I'm Nuts
So I'm pretty sure I could be screwing up my life as we speak. Made plans a few days ago to hang out with Theo tonight, not realizing that Sean was going to be around. When I found out that Sean was going to be in this half of the state, I automatically want to hang out with him. I did the right thing though, mostly because I ditched Theo last time for Sean, and ditched Sean. Not really sure that he wanted to hang out anyways. So Theo came over here, we watched a movie and talked with my family. Kinda boring, kinda fun.
Bad part? Felt guilty since I'm not really sure where Sean and I stand.
Good part? Had a really good time but realize that I def. do still love Sean and want things to work out between us.
So, any ideas on what I should do. Because as of right now I think I'm gonna keep the two boy thing up for the rest of the summer and straighten my life out when I get back to school. Till then. . . who knows. Still don't know what I want.
PS: Got my first ever paycheck today! $115.25! Kinda exciting!
Bad part? Felt guilty since I'm not really sure where Sean and I stand.
Good part? Had a really good time but realize that I def. do still love Sean and want things to work out between us.
So, any ideas on what I should do. Because as of right now I think I'm gonna keep the two boy thing up for the rest of the summer and straighten my life out when I get back to school. Till then. . . who knows. Still don't know what I want.
PS: Got my first ever paycheck today! $115.25! Kinda exciting!