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so since im not going to have a lot of time to do much of ANYTHING after monday...
ive decided to write a worth while entry.
so stop reading now.
im more than overly excited to go back to school on monday.
i remember when i was counting down from OCTOBER.
and now its practically a DAY away.
im overloading myself BIG time with 6 classes.
but 2 are ones i just wanted to take....so im not really thinking of them as CLASSES.
not many people have much faith in me that i really am going to try this time.
but a year off gave me a lot of time to figure out a LOT, including myself and what i want in life.
so fuck you guys.
im a changed jenn.
one whose going to focus 100%...well 98%...on school.
and thats IT.
and im going to be verrrry busy...but thats what i love.
it just sucks im not going to have that much time for doing what i love most on this earth.
...sex, drugs, and rock n roll...duh. hah.
ANNNYWAYS.....
its been fun just living the like of a rockstar for this past year.
but its time to hang up that role and really start to focus on becoming SOMETHING.
....something more than a free loading, drug addicted, alcoholic that is. hahaha.
i know a lot is going to change with a lot of people.
but i really hope its for the better.
cuz recently...things havent been so great.
but hey, im not going to even have TIME to fight...so maybe that will solve that problem.
i still miss a certain someone more than i could have ever imagined i would.
he knows who he is. and im not going to say names since im sure that would piss him off.
and he prrrobably thinks im writing this about someone else....but nope. its about him.
and i miss him so so so so much. and i love him more than anything. and can only hope that with time, we will get back to being what we were. :)
oh yea. and im quitting my job.
hahahahahaha.
im such a committed person.
but really....i just fucking hate it.
look up boring in the dictionary...seriously...fucking do it.
payless shoestores will be listed as the defition, synonym, ANND be pictured.
KID, im not even kidding.
this is fucking long.
i thought i missed writing long pointless shit on here too....
hah. guess i was fucking WRONG.
im out for sometime kids.
be safe.
LOVE.
ive decided to write a worth while entry.
so stop reading now.
im more than overly excited to go back to school on monday.
i remember when i was counting down from OCTOBER.
and now its practically a DAY away.
im overloading myself BIG time with 6 classes.
but 2 are ones i just wanted to take....so im not really thinking of them as CLASSES.
not many people have much faith in me that i really am going to try this time.
but a year off gave me a lot of time to figure out a LOT, including myself and what i want in life.
so fuck you guys.
im a changed jenn.
one whose going to focus 100%...well 98%...on school.
and thats IT.
and im going to be verrrry busy...but thats what i love.
it just sucks im not going to have that much time for doing what i love most on this earth.
...sex, drugs, and rock n roll...duh. hah.
ANNNYWAYS.....
its been fun just living the like of a rockstar for this past year.
but its time to hang up that role and really start to focus on becoming SOMETHING.
....something more than a free loading, drug addicted, alcoholic that is. hahaha.
i know a lot is going to change with a lot of people.
but i really hope its for the better.
cuz recently...things havent been so great.
but hey, im not going to even have TIME to fight...so maybe that will solve that problem.
i still miss a certain someone more than i could have ever imagined i would.
he knows who he is. and im not going to say names since im sure that would piss him off.
and he prrrobably thinks im writing this about someone else....but nope. its about him.
and i miss him so so so so much. and i love him more than anything. and can only hope that with time, we will get back to being what we were. :)
oh yea. and im quitting my job.
hahahahahaha.
im such a committed person.
but really....i just fucking hate it.
look up boring in the dictionary...seriously...fucking do it.
payless shoestores will be listed as the defition, synonym, ANND be pictured.
KID, im not even kidding.
this is fucking long.
i thought i missed writing long pointless shit on here too....
hah. guess i was fucking WRONG.
im out for sometime kids.
be safe.
LOVE.