i feel like updating for some reason...
SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO this weekend was by far one of THE best ive ever had.
although next weekends RRROOOADDTRIP mayyy beat it.
we'll see.
basically it was so awesome just cuz i got to see a WHOLE hella lot of people i miss everyday of my life cuz they go away to school...friends AND family...xo.
thanksgiving of course was a show cuz not one aunt, uncle, or cousin was sober. and we followed in traditon by all the 20+ cousins going to the movies after everyone ate and napped. traditions are kinda cool sometimes i guess....
then FRIDAY nite was seriously the most random greatest nites in SO long! it was EXACTLY what i needed. and in the end of the nite...made a friend named jerome, played dr phil, met 458743 amazing people whose names i will never remember, bonded with some really sweet people :), got some CRAZY rug burns on my knees (hehe),and realized a LOT of shit.
last nite was a litttle more mellow and just drove to providence and sat around doing the usual with the usual people...not that im complaining...because i love them and some of them i dont get to see that often.
right now im exhausted and NOT going out tonite. and it feels REALLY wierd. i think either cuz i dont feel bad im not out...or cuz i havent seen my kitten in 2 days. and i honestly think im starting to go thru withdrawals. hahah.
WELL. needless to say im happy with shit right now. and im pretty sure i know whats up.
i cant WAAAAIIIIIIIT for this weekend to come and ALSO to possssibly actually move out real soon...ive been working on it. muahaha.
im so fucking tired. goodnite.
although next weekends RRROOOADDTRIP mayyy beat it.
we'll see.
basically it was so awesome just cuz i got to see a WHOLE hella lot of people i miss everyday of my life cuz they go away to school...friends AND family...xo.
thanksgiving of course was a show cuz not one aunt, uncle, or cousin was sober. and we followed in traditon by all the 20+ cousins going to the movies after everyone ate and napped. traditions are kinda cool sometimes i guess....
then FRIDAY nite was seriously the most random greatest nites in SO long! it was EXACTLY what i needed. and in the end of the nite...made a friend named jerome, played dr phil, met 458743 amazing people whose names i will never remember, bonded with some really sweet people :), got some CRAZY rug burns on my knees (hehe),and realized a LOT of shit.
last nite was a litttle more mellow and just drove to providence and sat around doing the usual with the usual people...not that im complaining...because i love them and some of them i dont get to see that often.
right now im exhausted and NOT going out tonite. and it feels REALLY wierd. i think either cuz i dont feel bad im not out...or cuz i havent seen my kitten in 2 days. and i honestly think im starting to go thru withdrawals. hahah.
WELL. needless to say im happy with shit right now. and im pretty sure i know whats up.
i cant WAAAAIIIIIIIT for this weekend to come and ALSO to possssibly actually move out real soon...ive been working on it. muahaha.
im so fucking tired. goodnite.