Frienship.....
I've recently felt that I don't need LJ anymore mostly because I feel so distant from all of my friends. I guess it took a bit of shattering for me to come to my senses. I have had many friends that I have avoid and mistreated in the years so much so that when the one person I have put my trust and life into for six month disapointed me and stabbed me in the back I literal felt that I was not close enough to anyone to call and cry to. It's not that I don't care for anyone but my level of trust has something to do with me letting myself breakdown and cry. The person who has been the least trusted came into my life and pryed my shell off tonight................maybe there is some hope for humanity