The day I felt my heart cry
I prayed the day would never come even if it seems selfish my heart knew it wouldn't be able to take it.
The day my grandmother had died....
She past away Sunday morning...my heart is filled with so much hurt.
She was such a strong beautiful person ...such a strong soul...
She raised me since I was born from my mother.
She was like a mother to me and always gave me wisdom and held my head up high.
She has done so much for me that in return when she became ill I dedicated my life to her.
I made sure to repay her for all she has done for me and my family, I told her I would be by her side and take care of her
And I did I was there for her as much as I can though my heart feels I still owe her so much.
Its hard to let go the one person in your life in your family you felt closes too....
I love her so much the day I was in the hospital I regret those three hours I left her...to go home for a bit...
When I return...is when it all went down from there.
I've never felt such pain in my life...and I wish I could of done something ANYTHING to help her...
But then my family and I knew...it was time...
As much as it hurt...we couldn't put her through treatment that only meant keeping her on machines
Its hard...
Its very hard...I love her and my heartaches...
my heartaches...
But she will always be remembered and loved. And all I can do is pray...
Just pray she is safe well and happy...and Know I love her so much...that my heart cries...
She coated the sky with gold when she parted...The world will never know how amazing she was...
And I will never forget.
I love you grandmother...and always will...
R.I.P...
with every heartbeat I won't forget you...
The day my grandmother had died....
She past away Sunday morning...my heart is filled with so much hurt.
She was such a strong beautiful person ...such a strong soul...
She raised me since I was born from my mother.
She was like a mother to me and always gave me wisdom and held my head up high.
She has done so much for me that in return when she became ill I dedicated my life to her.
I made sure to repay her for all she has done for me and my family, I told her I would be by her side and take care of her
And I did I was there for her as much as I can though my heart feels I still owe her so much.
Its hard to let go the one person in your life in your family you felt closes too....
I love her so much the day I was in the hospital I regret those three hours I left her...to go home for a bit...
When I return...is when it all went down from there.
I've never felt such pain in my life...and I wish I could of done something ANYTHING to help her...
But then my family and I knew...it was time...
As much as it hurt...we couldn't put her through treatment that only meant keeping her on machines
Its hard...
Its very hard...I love her and my heartaches...
my heartaches...
But she will always be remembered and loved. And all I can do is pray...
Just pray she is safe well and happy...and Know I love her so much...that my heart cries...
She coated the sky with gold when she parted...The world will never know how amazing she was...
And I will never forget.
I love you grandmother...and always will...
R.I.P...
with every heartbeat I won't forget you...