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it's funny how one day can completely change your outlook...
this week was my first week of camp. I LOVE MY JOB! yeah, i work long hours and get paid minimum wage, but it is so awesome. i love the kids and the people i work with and i look forward to going everyday. it's just soo fun to play with the kids and be in their world. it makes me miss being a kid soo bad. life was so simple back then. i love going to the pool the most, even though i get pushed in or my clothes get thrown in just about everyday. it kinda sucks when it's cold out but i don't really mind being wet and cold for an hour before i leave. i can't wait to go to work on monday and here all about what the kids did on their long weekend.
things between me and greg are getting better. i hung out with him twice this week and it wasn't weird at all. wednesday he came over for dinner and we watched pirates of the caribbean and thursday we went to go see the third star wars movie (finally!). if he doesn't go to millinocket on monday we are going to have a mini bbq and go to bangor and watch the fireworks which will be fun. it sucks that i have to be to work at 7 a.m. on tuesday for a staff meeting though. everyday it gets a little better and i can now handle the fact that we are broken up. it's been kinda fun to be broken up since i still get to see him but i can still hang out with my friends and not feel guilty. it should have been like that anyway, but there was just this pressure to hang out with eachother everyday, and i was never really sure where that pressure came from. i got to han out with mim the other day which was fun. we went to pat's pizza and hannaford and petco. i think i should get a fish for my apartment, which is why we went to petco. i think this summer up in maine is going to turn out ok after all.
i drove home from maine yesterday. i have a long weekend and my parents need a lot of help doing work on the new house. i came home and immediately went over to the new house and started painting. when we finally came home i was beat! i was just going to chill around and watch the red sox game and go to bed, but i looked on line and saw that steve locke was online and i was nosy and read his away message. it said, "home alone and bored, someone call me". so i called him and ended up going over to his house and hanging out. i haven't hung out with steve this thanksgiving when we went to the football game and the time before that was like once in the summer. it was fun cause we picked up right where we left off. i have always been so comfortable with him, it's so weird. we stood in his kitchen and talked for a long time and then we decided to go to amesbury to see my new house. once we left the house we just drove around and talked forever. we drove all the way up the beach to rye and then turned around and came back. i got home at 3 a.m.! my mom called around 2:15 a.m. soo pissed off that i wasn't home. all i was doing was driving around! i was soo pissed when i got home. it just sucks when you're soo used to going out and coming home whenever you want and then you come home and all of a sudden have a curfew again. boo! she even called steve's house like 5 minutes after i left to make sure i was on my way home. i talked to steve on aim cause he said he was worried about me since my mom was so mad, which i thought was very sweet of him. i hope i get to hang out with steve more often when i come home on the weekends because he is such a great person. i can't believe that i kinda fell out of touch with him! he is just so great to be with, and i can talk to him about anything. other than my mom being a wacko, i came home in such a great mood and i had such a fun time even though all we really did was talk.
yesterday also made me happy because i talked to sue saucier. she is from millinocket and knows greg. we both work reunion weekend and became friends. she has been super busy taking two classes and i've been home a lot so we haven't had much of a chance to hang out yet. well i talked to her last night and told her that greg and i broke up and she was immediately there for me. we only hung out for three days while working and talk online, but she was immediately willing to try and make me feel better and do anything she could to help. she has to be one of the sweetest people i have ever met. on tuesday me, sue and her twin sister sarah are going to get some ice cream and watch girly movies. i am soo excited that i finally get to hang out with her and meet her sister. it will be nice to have some more friends that are girls!
so, in conclusion, yesterday was a great day all because of steve and sue!
this week was my first week of camp. I LOVE MY JOB! yeah, i work long hours and get paid minimum wage, but it is so awesome. i love the kids and the people i work with and i look forward to going everyday. it's just soo fun to play with the kids and be in their world. it makes me miss being a kid soo bad. life was so simple back then. i love going to the pool the most, even though i get pushed in or my clothes get thrown in just about everyday. it kinda sucks when it's cold out but i don't really mind being wet and cold for an hour before i leave. i can't wait to go to work on monday and here all about what the kids did on their long weekend.
things between me and greg are getting better. i hung out with him twice this week and it wasn't weird at all. wednesday he came over for dinner and we watched pirates of the caribbean and thursday we went to go see the third star wars movie (finally!). if he doesn't go to millinocket on monday we are going to have a mini bbq and go to bangor and watch the fireworks which will be fun. it sucks that i have to be to work at 7 a.m. on tuesday for a staff meeting though. everyday it gets a little better and i can now handle the fact that we are broken up. it's been kinda fun to be broken up since i still get to see him but i can still hang out with my friends and not feel guilty. it should have been like that anyway, but there was just this pressure to hang out with eachother everyday, and i was never really sure where that pressure came from. i got to han out with mim the other day which was fun. we went to pat's pizza and hannaford and petco. i think i should get a fish for my apartment, which is why we went to petco. i think this summer up in maine is going to turn out ok after all.
i drove home from maine yesterday. i have a long weekend and my parents need a lot of help doing work on the new house. i came home and immediately went over to the new house and started painting. when we finally came home i was beat! i was just going to chill around and watch the red sox game and go to bed, but i looked on line and saw that steve locke was online and i was nosy and read his away message. it said, "home alone and bored, someone call me". so i called him and ended up going over to his house and hanging out. i haven't hung out with steve this thanksgiving when we went to the football game and the time before that was like once in the summer. it was fun cause we picked up right where we left off. i have always been so comfortable with him, it's so weird. we stood in his kitchen and talked for a long time and then we decided to go to amesbury to see my new house. once we left the house we just drove around and talked forever. we drove all the way up the beach to rye and then turned around and came back. i got home at 3 a.m.! my mom called around 2:15 a.m. soo pissed off that i wasn't home. all i was doing was driving around! i was soo pissed when i got home. it just sucks when you're soo used to going out and coming home whenever you want and then you come home and all of a sudden have a curfew again. boo! she even called steve's house like 5 minutes after i left to make sure i was on my way home. i talked to steve on aim cause he said he was worried about me since my mom was so mad, which i thought was very sweet of him. i hope i get to hang out with steve more often when i come home on the weekends because he is such a great person. i can't believe that i kinda fell out of touch with him! he is just so great to be with, and i can talk to him about anything. other than my mom being a wacko, i came home in such a great mood and i had such a fun time even though all we really did was talk.
yesterday also made me happy because i talked to sue saucier. she is from millinocket and knows greg. we both work reunion weekend and became friends. she has been super busy taking two classes and i've been home a lot so we haven't had much of a chance to hang out yet. well i talked to her last night and told her that greg and i broke up and she was immediately there for me. we only hung out for three days while working and talk online, but she was immediately willing to try and make me feel better and do anything she could to help. she has to be one of the sweetest people i have ever met. on tuesday me, sue and her twin sister sarah are going to get some ice cream and watch girly movies. i am soo excited that i finally get to hang out with her and meet her sister. it will be nice to have some more friends that are girls!
so, in conclusion, yesterday was a great day all because of steve and sue!