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being home sucks. i hate it soo much, well not hate, but highly dislike. i can't wait to go back to orono tomorrow. i get to move into my apartment! i am soo excited!!! i went to wal-mart today and bought a whole bunch of stuff! i feel bad that i can't go to my grandmother's house for mother's day, but i need to get semi-settled so i have someplace to stay since i have class on monday. my apartment is going to be great. my last final was on wednesday, but i haven't got to relax at all. all day wednesday i packed up the dorm. thursday i drove home and unpacked and tried to clean. friday i cleaned the downstairs closet and tried to repack. today i had to help clean the attic and then load up the car to go back tomorrow. i haven't had five minutes to sit down and relax. my parents are driving me crazy. we are moving to amesbury at the end of june, and they are going psycho trying to clean the house and have a yard sale and get ready to move. and i have to get ready to move into to my apartment, and there is just not enough time! i'm coming back home on tuesday for a red sox game for chuck's birthday, so then i have more time to bring up stuff. i am just soo tired!!! ahhhhhhhhhh! me and greg have been better lately i think. it just bothers me when i go home for a few days and i call him and he sounds like he wants nothing to do with me. i always feel like i am bothering him, and i shouldn't feel like that. i don't know what is going to happen with us. thinking about it makes me soo frustrated. relationships are soo silly sometimes. i think i am going to go to bed now so tomorrow will come sooner.