life
So, the quarter is about to end, and i have come to the stark realization that i will be graduating soon. it's a weird feeling- i'm not sure what to think. it's scary and exciting. Finding some of my cousins on myspace has increased all of my thinking about graduation and life after it. I'm not particularly close to any of my cousins, which is sad, so I find it very interesting to look at their myspace pages and get some sense of the person they have become. most of them are older than me, so it's nice to see what they've done with their lives and it makes me think what will become of my life. Some of them have kids of their own. One is pregnant. One is engaged and going to get married in november. one is apparently almost out of the military. some graduated from college, some didn't go to college, and some are somewhere in between. in them i see all these different life paths and yet us being related brings us all together. The idea of so many different things being able to happen in your life is exciting, and it's made me more optimistic about graduation. if i could figure out what i was doing and where i was living after graduation, that would make things even more optimistic.