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Hmm so last night was really really scary...I dont feel like going into too much detail but I need to talk about it so read it if you want..
Basically I had a converstaion with someone who upset me alot (Im leaving the name out on purpose but before you start to get all fired up know that I have never dated this person but we have been friends for quite a while) There is a difference of opinion on the said action that took place. Obviously I am still upset about it but naturally I am a girl and I dont always voice just how upset I really am about it...Lo Siento to you...Then what really upset me was hearing again that it was my fault and that no one believes me that it happened anyway...But honestly after last night...(ashley can vouch) its pretty hard to just fake what happened...trust me Im not that good at acting and lying is not something I can pull off easily...Basically I started to get really upset and ended up having flashbacks of past events which led to flash backs of what happened. Here I was thinking all this time that I had just passed out. Really I had just blocked out. It was really scary and thankfully Ashley was there or I would have really been in bad shape. So yeah...Trust in boys..out the window. Right now I feel really drained..it took alot out of me. On top of all the craziness I ended up having a bad dream last night...
So yeah...what a night...
Dawson..I wish we could just go to the park and get away from all of this.
The end.
Basically I had a converstaion with someone who upset me alot (Im leaving the name out on purpose but before you start to get all fired up know that I have never dated this person but we have been friends for quite a while) There is a difference of opinion on the said action that took place. Obviously I am still upset about it but naturally I am a girl and I dont always voice just how upset I really am about it...Lo Siento to you...Then what really upset me was hearing again that it was my fault and that no one believes me that it happened anyway...But honestly after last night...(ashley can vouch) its pretty hard to just fake what happened...trust me Im not that good at acting and lying is not something I can pull off easily...Basically I started to get really upset and ended up having flashbacks of past events which led to flash backs of what happened. Here I was thinking all this time that I had just passed out. Really I had just blocked out. It was really scary and thankfully Ashley was there or I would have really been in bad shape. So yeah...Trust in boys..out the window. Right now I feel really drained..it took alot out of me. On top of all the craziness I ended up having a bad dream last night...
So yeah...what a night...
Dawson..I wish we could just go to the park and get away from all of this.
The end.