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So I really havent updated in like years. Im at vals house for Carinas graduation party. its fun. everyone but her me and anita are totally trashed. So i really have to work tomorrow at 5. I dont know what is going on with me. Val always knows though. She knows things about me that I would never tell anyone. we're like a perfect match for friends. And I really want to go to portugal with her. and I can, all I have to do is save my money.
I think Jess is mad at me and that sucks. I feel like I can never do anything when shes mad at me. Or when shes mean to me. I dont know. Oh well...
So howcome it is so hard for me to make up my mind about things? Why cant I figure out what I want? mabye I know what I want but I dont want to admit it.
Kate is home now and its really good to see her. I miss her so much when shes not home!!!!
I feel like I should be with her now, but im having fun here and I want to be here at the same time.
We got our Christmas tree today and its really starting to feel like Christmas now. I'm really glad Paul isn"t leaving now untill march. But Im afraid that he will just keep postponing the trip and he wont be happy...
I really hope this christmas is really fun. I want to see people and have a good time, and dwell on the past some, but not too much.
I think I have written enough for now, cause I know noone likes to read super long entries, at least I dont.
So everyone should come visit me at hungrys and call me so we can hang out!!!
I think Jess is mad at me and that sucks. I feel like I can never do anything when shes mad at me. Or when shes mean to me. I dont know. Oh well...
So howcome it is so hard for me to make up my mind about things? Why cant I figure out what I want? mabye I know what I want but I dont want to admit it.
Kate is home now and its really good to see her. I miss her so much when shes not home!!!!
I feel like I should be with her now, but im having fun here and I want to be here at the same time.
We got our Christmas tree today and its really starting to feel like Christmas now. I'm really glad Paul isn"t leaving now untill march. But Im afraid that he will just keep postponing the trip and he wont be happy...
I really hope this christmas is really fun. I want to see people and have a good time, and dwell on the past some, but not too much.
I think I have written enough for now, cause I know noone likes to read super long entries, at least I dont.
So everyone should come visit me at hungrys and call me so we can hang out!!!